Attempt Bullshark 1

The day begins with 'bringgggg brinnnggggg'.. so loud.. almost went deaf.. wats that? oh right my alarm! right today's the day i begin manning my bullsharks!! woo hoo... yeah right.. purposely put alarm so loud because ever since no more classes, i absolutely cannot wake up before the 10am sun... sigh.. so scared.. so loud alarm and anoying sis woke me up.. she was only anoying because she turned on the light! bozo!

The one thing (i mean one of the few) u wrong me by, u'll be freaking dead, is waking me up harshly or using shock/'force' methods! Ask darling.. my gosh did he get it! He din on the light, but he did wake me from the bed by making me sit up! I was so black face the whole half day.. even his friends were scared... never, i REPEAT never force me to wake up..

i need to be aroused gently from sleep, step by step... unless... u want to get it! bwahahaha.. dunno why i like that lah.. another living eg, there was this guy from my past (D) he was so anoying love to call me gazzillion times within the hour! One morning he called around 9am, was sleeping but i did pick the fone up, and was anoyed, said i'm sleeping talk to u later.. Not even 10 mins passed, he called again, ok so i screamed abit louder... and he hung up.. then he called again! said because he miss me! guess what! i SCREAMED the whole house (maybe even neighbourhood) down and scolded him like nobody's business and slammed the phone hard... it was VERY silent after that.. and i got my beauty sleep... :) A girl get what she wants ;)

Anyway back to the present, where life is more serious and less funny, after waking up and waiting for princess jan to finally make her way over.. i arrived at bullshark tank.. nobody check my ID today.. as if they dare! I'm about to man sharks here hallo! Ok anyway found the right tank and the right station to begin the process...
WHOA~ this bullshark is really bullshit wei! Nvr seen such a crappy bullshark before despite practicing with FIVE bullsharks... It was tough (i proudly own up) and i've got lots of unexpected bites and attacks.. sniff sniff...

There goes my first bullshark.. three more to go.. pweez dun bite me :(

Chugging choo choo train

Dear Bozos,

My exam starts next tuesday...yet here is a simple account of my day..

Wake up at 10am, got out of bed at 11am..
Had pear for breakfast after fighting with myself because i really wanted to eat the nasi lemakss which was sitting right in front of me..

Then proceeded to make a birthday gift (fantastic timing to suddenly start my creative juices huh! ) and was hoping to start studying by 12pm.. that was about 11.20am...

About 12.30pm, still not done.. darling called, 'quick lunch baby?'.. in my mind, quick = 30-45 minutes... picked me up in 2 minutes...

Went to kenny rogers.. after that go see doggies... then see puzzles.. then home... WHOA! U MEAN ITS 230PM OREDI?! DAMNIT!

Quickly proceeded to finish gift... Gift finished closed to 4pm.. very proud of myself.. wish to keep the gift to myself... too bad.. giving it away ANYWAY... hopefully.. hahaha..

Immediately proceeded to study law.. read.. variations of class rights.. s65 says that preference shareholders rights are only varied when their strict legal rights are affected... bla bla shares.. bla bla court sueing so and so.. case bla bla...

Then i started pressing my nose, playing my hair, looking at my beautiful fingernails.. not happy.. walked to the mirror looked at my face.. TOO MANY polka dots.. some wun go away for a long long time.. got irritated... went to sit down continue reading... hair got irritating... felt like washing it (just washed only) but no must study... thinking about hair, nose, hair, nose... ARRGGHHHHH brain jam! SCREW it!!
Went to sleep!! .. 530pm..

6pm, sister pokes head into room.. 'so are we going for that walk YOU said?' I turned... ear hurts coz wrong angle when sleeping.. ok u decide.. she said ok.. so we went to the hill (my choice) which leads me to the next story...

title: drama at the hill...

Walking down the steepest hill, enjoying myself after climbing up.. suddenly felt raindrops.. chicken sis..and me too lah.. said turn back going to rain.. okay.. walk more down.. then turned back.. stupid move...
climb like hell again! stop to rest.. continue climbing.. then suddenly i saw a log..
at least i thought it was a log.. i tot i was too tired because the log was moving left and right...and SUDDENLY snakkeeeee!!!!!! ... Well i din scream.. but i gripped my sis and told her not to scream... she tot there was a monkey (gee how small do u think i am! haha )
so suddenly she saw the snake's tail!! OH NOOOOOOO... i said dun scream...
HAHA.. walking further on..
It started to pour already.. so both of us were like ' HAH told u ! '..
and then the monkeys started running towards us!!!
GRIp each other! Telling her dun run, dun run, dunnn runnn.....

The monkeys were still running towards us... crappe...
Look at the monkey, hold each other tight, and wa lah! we made it safely past them... hahaha..
honey please ask your friends to stay away when ur not around ok.. muaks.. hehehe...

So then home at 715pm.. Negotiate with dad because want to go out at 11pm ( yes i know exam coming, but then birthday wor.. good friend summore... su u better appreciate every minute i am with u ! *scowls)
Got green light.. too green.. he said no need to come home.. too dangerous.. hahaha.. so see how lah...
dun worry i am coming home to study tmr!

And then blog blog blog.. now oredi 7.48pm... mati lah.. better go...
Near future plans,

Showered and smelling good by 810pm latest..
At desk with dinner ( frozen mango yoghurt) and law book by 8.15pm..
Out by 11pm..
Home by.. still tentative..
Hehehe....

That's all folks! *Disney music plays.. and Lion Roars
Bwahahahhaha

Dinnerss...

Just got back from yummy steamboat with my darling! It was raining so it was nice to eat hot steaming stuff in the midst of the cold rain! ;) Not to mention romantic ;) Muaks.. love you baby!

Here's how we ended up having dinner together a week before my exams..

We went for a walk in the park and ended up sitting at our usual favourite spot overlooking the large and spacious sky and the water fountain and kids playing. He did want to go for dinner, but being a good girl, i thought i'd eat with my parents since its been ages! However when i got home, dad said he and mom has eaten.. So ring ring 'dear come pick me up for dinner!'..hehe so that's how it went...

Yesterday he went to Kuala Selangor for a church camp because his parents wanted him to.. I missed him like mad !! It seemingly makes a difference when the one you love is here (but still not next to you physically) and when he is far far away... logically it should not make any difference because after all you're both still not together.. but for some reason it always does...
geez... wonder how lah when i go to s'pore for TWO months... crappss

Well before that we went to his friend's house at ermm.. Bangsar for Raya... WHOA... the food was soo nice... if only we both weren't on diet! But i dun care... I ate tons and tons of ketupat (my fav) and.. oh well the rest is according to diet.. there was chicken and beef rendang and nice cute small tiny chocolate cakes and tarts! yummy! hahaha.. and i took Archie comics from his friend !! Okay maybe borrowed is more correct! hehehee.. it was not too bad hanging out with his friends, quite comfortable.. but the topic ranges from work to marriage... its normal actually until it comes to marriage.. then u know... u get the looks from him...

moving on..oopss i mean backwards..sorry lah..reverse chrono today...
IT WAS HIS BIRTHDAY !!!!
Back to normal chrono..

Left Uni at 4pm.. already late because card havent done final touch ups and gift not wrapped... and still needed to shower.. Dinner was at 730pm (reservation time at least)...

So rushed home - mom asked why are you walking so fast? -- me already late late late!
Showered like mad, got dressed in my velvet tube,jeans and threw on the green shawl pressie from reg and chucked everything necessary for wrapping and touching up the card - wrapping paper, cello tape, scissors, hole puncher, ribbon.. ok check move into car... oopss forgot the camera..

Here's where my F1 skills come into play, 435pm left the house.. arrived at OU and PARKED on a public holiday, before 5 pm! My make-up appointment was at 5pm and the last time i was late for my facial, so this time did not want to be late. Reached Clinique, bumped into some Monashians doing make up too! But theirs was for fun and no offense but their make up was bad! I was quite worried mine was going to turn out like i didn't have make up on.. Just powder.. So i specifically stated out how i wanted my make up to be - sexy, classy, and not too heavy.. and WA LAH! I got what i wanted!! ;) Very sexy! Josh loved it! Didnt you baby =) Ohh and clinique personnel wrapped the gift for me while i was having it done ... so sweett ... ;)

After my make up i intended to shop for a cake, touch up the card, and wrap the gift and also if got time drop by GSC Gold Class and see what's on. Beep Beep .. sms from HIM, darling where are you? i am in mph OU~me? so dead ! what the heck he doing here! so i did not carry out any of my intentions in OU.. Quick drastic change of plans after failure to lure him away from OU to home! After make up, rush to car hopefully not seen by him, and success! went to ttdi to hunt for cake... only secret recipe was open.. sigh.. choose the most non-fattening cakes.. and telling the silly ppl how to write 'i love you' in what angle.. they still got it wrong anyway... sakaiss...touched up the card there too.. Josh called 7 times... did not hear at first.. later tried hard not to pick up until i cudnt' avoid it... screwed the convo up and he figured out wats going on.. too bad... still following plan A...

Drove over to dinner destination - San Francisco Steakhouse... Planted the gift, card and cake there.. Left instructions.. Went to pick the birthday baby...
Arrived at restaurant.. the blur nut din even know it was his present on the table! Thought the waiter haven't cleared rubbish... ouch! all that for nothing? Proceeded to order dinner, took pictures and just pak toh and ate dinner..... Suddenly! Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to joshua.. happy birthday to you! The manager and one or two staff was singing him a song with the lit- cake! i was like WHOA! i didn't plan that one!! hahahaah.. but it was great.. :) Also they re-did the writing on the cakes according to what I originally wanted!! Smart people! ;) Although, isn't that vandalism of my stuff? I din ask them too.. but nervetheless thankful :)

He opened his HUSH PUPPIES shoe in the car..and he loved it! YAY! He din really like the cakes i chose! I knew i should have gone the with the CHEESE cakes! Hahaha...well he's the one 'fat and oil' concious...

We finished dinner early, so proceeded to OU to catch a movie.. 'Open Season' was playing at Gold Class, he wanted to watch Stormbreaker, Ok so we watched that in the normal cinema.. It was a good show! Not bad :) Something like Agent Cody but better a bit i think.. =)

After that dropped him home... But it was only 1130pm, so half an hour left to the end of his birthday, we decided to spend it together.. parked the car under a very nice willowish tree and just enjoyed the moment being romantic..
said sweet nothings to each other.. hug... butterfly kisses here and there.. hold hands.. and just be with each other.. sigh we were so contented and happy just to be with each other..
clock strikes 12 and cinderella has to go home...

It was a successful night :)

Sunday

Today was horrible and not so horrible.

Morning din start out to good. Ended up making darling angry AGAIN..sigh..
Then emo lah the whole day...

While emo-ing got study lah..to take my mind of things...
studying was actually good today..understood almost everything and things like that.. felt closer to a HD...haha not HD but its moving lah...

day dream a lot too.... some horrible some nice..
hate the horrible ones...

not so good mood again now... geez man...

Singapore

Internship?Singapore?EY? Whoa! Shocked to my shell! I am suppose to be jumping for joy and be estaticly happy for being able to land what was perceived to be difficult, at least *ahem* at student level. I know all those working peeps out there will be like, 'aiyah so what! intern only mah!' haha oh well it all always boils down to people's perception which is highly influenced at the level of life they are in. But i was euphoric for only a fleeting moment, then i realise, what about my forensic offer? Choices choices..and once again, i stand to suffer equal losses..Am i always going to have to go thru this? I am complaning yet I cannot be more grateful God chooses to bless me with such good oppurtunities! Ironies and woes of an immortal.

Darling does not seem to have a good impression of S. Seemingly the people there only care for their work and not abt human relations. The image they have always protrayed to the world - 'kiasu'..now there's even 'kiasi' ..haha..but its not funny when you are in it i suppose. Of course i was hoping darling was giving me an overestimate so that i wun actually be too dissapointed, but now looking at it, I think he was not. He shud have! darned! haha.. anyway..
I've had to the call the office for various reasons, and the twice i called only served to prove darling right! So i am scared.

The impression i got was that they don't have much time to attend to you nor do they care. When i was informing them that so and so document will be arriving when, they go 'hmm hmm', more like 'so why are u telling me this?'..yet at the end of the phone call, their 'bye' greeting was almost friendly..So i came to the conclusion that they are actually ok people, jz kiasu! hahaha..meaning they want to be nice but they hold back..their work comes first..the saddest thing, the malaysian friendliness that we all seem to have, is sooo lacking in them..not that its a bad things, see how one perceives it.

My apprehensiveness (rkboo, 2006) comes in because is it really going to be like that for the whole 2 months down there? Everyday i go to work, no smiles perhaps no hellos. Jz do your work, if you dunno, ask but they will only answer if they are 'not too bz' or if they feel like it. What am i going to learn out of it at all? Sigh. Best part, can't enjoy with ur workmates. Workmates are workmates and playmates are playmates. The world is so boring and catgorised. When will they learn to mix?

At the end of the day, I still decided to take up that offer. Mom was no no dad was yes yes. Haha. My reasons? International exposure, something and somewhere different. I however am anticipating a really bad time (maybe i shudnt be so narrow minded huh) and while people think that i might enjoy myself, have a good time and learn a lot, inside of me somehow can't find it to agree with them. I only hope that I would be wrong.

Wasted Beach Whale

I feel like an absolutely wasted beach whale. I can't study and better still i can't sleep! What better torture could i possibly be facing only days towards manning the bull sharks. Bloody hell!

Had an anoying start today, though was trying hard to overcome it. 2nd milestone lunch was supposed to happen but did not, many thanx and tribute to the law bull shark.His mom cooked an absolutely beautiful lunch so he said and i wasnt there to eat it! darn crappe..bestest part was he only told them am not coming after the cooking was done..geez..can u imagine how 'great' i feel abt things now..i shall not even start on the impression i have thus made..

All morning through some presidential meeting with monash officers and thru the law bull shark class, was trying really hard not to feel dragged down by the fact i couldnt attend lunch.i know it wasn't everything, yet somehow i felt if its not today, its pretty much never and it wasn't too easy to reach this point either.

I felt that life was mean! Whichever decision i made-skip lunch, go for law bull shark OR skip law bull shark and go for lunch, would result in me making significant losses. If i chose second option, my results would ultimately suffer hell because as it is things are really really bad acedemically.I've never EVER been in such DIRE STATE before.Am even skipping study groups which i use to initiate.this is total crappo shit man!tmr i mz make sure i see my study partner, ms satay...oopss..

If i chose the first option,well i would be where i am now..feeling absolutely 'great and fantastic, nvr felt better' abt the fact that i was expected at lunch which was carefully prepared in anticipation of my showing up, which i ultimately did not. thats gotta like be the bestest thing i've ever done.

well so there...what a beautiful day...cuckoobird!

SHE

There is a princess who lives in a magical kingdom far far away. That kingdom was bestowed to her by her loving father so that she could have just about anything she wanted and do anything she wishes within it without constraint. Upon receiving the lavish gift, she turned it into a homey kingdom where there were cottages with all sorts of nice people leaving in it - families, couples, singles. Furry animals were free to roam about and were well behaved though at some point, cheeky. There were no insects, mosquitos or horrible icky reptiles. The only sort of reptiles were beautiful, peaceful fishes in the sea as well as mermaids and mermans. There were greeneries all around, such as carpet grass, oak trees, rows of lilies and tulips and more.

Her own palace, which was always open to visitors, had the sea as its backyard and the perfect view of her kingdom from atop the majestic hill as her frontyard. The receiving room had a cosy fireplace and tea sets scattered around always ready for visitors. The library which had all sorts of comfy chairs and sofas and heavy carpet was also filled with her favourite books, which ranges from enid blyton right up to sidney sheldon. Her dining hall fit for a royal banquet which would hold all the kings and queens from all over the world was what brought the meaning of 'fine dining' more to life than anything else. Her chamber was the cosiest of all the rooms in her palace. The walls were painted in soft peach with hints of shades of lilac flowers. There were glow in the dark galaxy specially designed by the Prince of Arabia just for her and it looked as if she had the universe right above her. She has a fireplace, though smaller than the one in the receiving room, just as cosy. On her mantlepiece were pictures of her family, pets and her hearthrob, the Prince of Persia.

Her bed was covered in plush satin and draped with heavy velvety covers. Her pillows were that of the softest feathers yet firm, compliments from the King of Utopia who wishes her a good night rest for the rest of her life. Also decorating her bed were soft toys of all kinds from her many suitors from near and far. To the right of her bed, is a balcony that overlooks the sea which simply glitters on the nights of full moon. It is a view that also encompasses her swimming pool and palm trees surrounding the area. To her right, is her bathroom which all girls would love to have. It has a hot water jacuzzi, exlcusive marble bathing area, a large and spacious sink and the toilet bowl has seashells inside its seat. The lighting is also very bright but can be set lower for a romantic mood. There is also a sofa and a walk-in closet, which needless to say contains all her beautiful evening gowns, silk & satin lingeries and many more.

Of course she does not maintain all of this by herself, she has her loyal subjects and maids to see to her needs and ensure the upkeeping of her palace. One thing to note is that, in her kingdom, magic is only used when necessary, hence the cleaning and the cooking has to be done normally, yet of course sometimes there would be cheeky times. But she is a kind ruler and would take it in her stride.

Speaking of ruler, she rules her kingdom peacefully yet firmly. All her people love and respect her, and her maids and subjects are very loyal to her. Her mannerisms and conduct are well known by kingdoms near and far.

Her life seems perfect does it not, however as magical as she is, she goes through the same ups and downs as we mortals do. To begin with, she had a rough day followed by a rough night. She woke up alright, with her favourite shih-tzu sleeping peacefully by her. She then took a leisurely shower in her spacious bathroom which has an open, non-grilled window overlooking her lush green meadows. The sunlight rays pierced through the morning air, sunnying up the bathroom.
As she was gently soaping herself, she was planning her day out yet amongst the busy-ness that it portrayed to be, she can't help but miss her prince terribly and was wondering if they might see each other that day.

She then dressed in her favourite garfield t-shirt and khaki 3-quarters as that day she was not going to go anywhere or meet any royalties. It was going to be a home-day ie palace-day for her. She proceeded for breakfast of gsrlic toast and peach tea then headed straight for her work room. There she begin her work for the day. After many hours, she decided to take a break and played with her shih-tzu and took her for a short walk within the palace gardens which was shaded by the many oak trees, skillfully and strategically planted by her experienced gardener, Mr Smith. That was entailed by a light lunch prepared by her cook, Ms White, whom was this fat, jolly, motherly lady. Most times she made up for the mother the princess never had the chance to know. Her own mother was always too busy with her own life and running her own kingdom.

Prince of Persia called her sometime in the late afternoon while she was busy attending to matters concerning a meeting she needed to hold in a few days time, the conversation went as below:

Prince Edward: My darling Anneliese, how are you doing? Had you had something to eat?
Princess Anneliese: Yes my dear. I had. How about you? Not just sandwiches again i hope!U're becoming thinner than me, which is unacceptable!
E: No my dear, my mother made me lamb steak and potatoes for lunch today.
A: Ahh that's nice!
E: How's your little white beast doing?
A: WHITE BEAST? HOW DARE U ADDRESS MILLY THAT WAY!!
E: Oh am sorry! I only meant it lightly. Why are you so worked up?
A: U know how much i love that dog and what she means to me! How dare you belittle her!
I shall not want to speak with you anymore.
E:But...
A:Goodbye!

A small light not-thought-through joke has ended up in a tiff, and the princess did not end up conveying to him her feelings in the morning which only serve to grow throughout the day, wrenching her heart each hour as it passes. It is painful to miss someone and not being able to see them or be with them simply because of an unnecessary tiff, add on to the fact that it was a tiring day because of the workload. When dressing for dinner, she was in such a bad mood, she tore her favourite evening dress which was a present from her prince for her last birthday. She was even more upset then because she knew when the prince eventually found out about it, there would be another argument. The prince had attempted to call her back to apologise over the next few hours, but she would not hear of it. She was just too sad, all the more because they were not to see each other that day. To ease her sorrows, she went skinny dipping in her pool. Her maids were around and tried to cheer her up, but she just swam and swam till she was tired. After a quick shower, she curled up in her bed and cried herself to sleep.

Her only wish was that the prince would have tried to understand her more and perhaps try a little harder to cheer her up but then again, perhaps he was not aware of the true situation or he is not as patient as he used to be.

Lantern night

He made it in the end for lantern night, at 1145pm! I was already abt to change into my satin pajamas and continue studying. But i was really happy he made it as that occasion meant someting to me tho am not a kid anymore. he accidently burnt a hole in my fish lantern and i burned down an entire lantern..hahaha.. we walked ard the neighbourhood and then back at my place we lit some candles on the window sills and wooden frame aquarium. it was very nice, but not overtly romantic as he was tired and it was hot.

Victoria Date (4/10/06) and McD breakfast date (6/10/06)

On tuesday, my darling missed me so much and said we must for a date just to pak toh.
So he ask me out for wednesday and i said yes :)
He didn't tell me where we were going and it was a surprise (jz the way i like it ;) ) and he was soo nice he brought me to Victoria Station in Ampang (i think its Ampang) and we sat in the train. The last time we went there, he wanted to ask me to be his gf, but didnt! hahaha...chicken..hehe ok jk!

Well it was a beautiful date as usual. He ordered his favourite nachos and i ordered my favourite jacket potatoes. After that he had steak and i had king prawns (butterfried, but i think i like grilled better) and then we had this bombastic dessert that u flame with rum! hahaha...he copied ME and had starfruit juice..

We had a good dinner conversation going but i was sleepy after eating as usual...so it toned down..
but it was still fun... :)

As for today morning, we went to McD's for breakfast. It was so good and comfortable. We just chatted over breakfast, was telling him about my weird wedding dream and i invited him over for lantern tonite. Oh no i can't rmbr wat he was telling me! crap! anyway then he spilled hot coffee over his hand..ouch ouch...after we were done eating, we read the newspaper together..we found some cool houses then we might be going too look at..and then home it is for me and work it is for him :)

My first blog!

Hey people, okay so this is my first blog. Still figuring out what's going on and how to use what.Sometime ago i typed a blog halfway and saved it as draft, but i can't seem to find it anywhere right now, so when i do, perhaps i will post it.

For starters, I'll blog abt today and it should be a short one. ;)

Today morning i went to renew my passport and dragged my ever faithful friend with me, Su. hehe...thanx for waking up su!! appreciate it and as promised, here is my blog! hahaha.... after she gasaked some of my dvds(all the good ones mind u !), then we left for the immigrations and reached around 725am, and guess what, as early as that may sounds, i was the 42nd person... dear su went to buy the form for me (its my first time doing this on my own, so she was kinda big mom) and she bought it at rm2..i was like whoa did u get cheated? haha...she got it from one of those touts as the gov calls it, because to get your number appearantly u have to have the form ready and the form office only opens at 8am or later abit...hence the 'worth it-ness' of paying rm2 for an rm1 form. Waited only for abt 25 mins, and got it done. The lady was pretty friendly, we were talking abt CLEO and why there were so many ppl around etc etc. Then waited for about 15 mins or so, paid the fees and left! All before 9am! SOoo nicee...

Had our favorite dish-prawn mee at yong len.Su is such a regular that she had all the 'lu ho bo' exchanges with the prawl lady..hahaha...after that bought newspaper(because my dad for some reason stopped the delivery and i felt like reading today.usually can get free from uni, but as it is my off day, hence so) and drop su off, and i think she took my sidney book with her.Must rmbr to ask her. Well upon arrival, i cleaned the house because you know with a little monstrous brat at home,the house is never clean. Then i did a bit of washing up and here i am blogging. Its nice to know that i've accomplished soooo many things and it is only what, 1230pm? wow...haha..my boyfriend said i should wake up at 7am everyday then! hahaha..no way not me...i love sleeping... =)