Relationships between homosapiens..

yes i think i am on a blogging craze.. for now.. haha

this morning on my way to work, i took the lrt & mrt because had to return to office (but ended up back at client's place again coz manager orders..haha), i came across an anoying person.. maybe two.. i managed to get a seat on lrt today.. but wasnt so lucky with mrt because no energy to be kiasu today.. so i was standing in the mrt holding on to the bar.. and then this old man wanted to get out and i was kinda blocking him with my hand, so i release my hand.. then he said 'excuse me' again.. i was like 'ok ur so fat meh'.. so i moved a little.. then he 'excuse me' again.. i'm was like 'wat the hell'..so i inched again.. then he beat my laptop! the stupid sucker.. shud have threatened to sue! then only i realised that his wife wanted to come from the other side of me.. she could have said 'excuse me' right? stupid ppl.. but they are old and senile.. so its ok.. also they're citizens of the rude land.. then when i let her pass, she still had to hold on/push me.. i was like gee man.. jz how fat are u?! (she was not all that big)... wow.. i had the darkest thoughts of them for a while.. then i prayed about it.. then i was pretty much ok..

in fact now looking back at it, it was quite loving of that man to get ppl to make way for his wife.. this is looking from the wife's point of view lah..

i realised that sometimes we can really hurt the people we love the most in the worse way possible as compared to us hurting someone who we're not that close to. i suppose proximity is one of the reason to validate the oppurtunity to do so. sometimes mice and i can really fight until we both end up in tears, but i know in my heart that nothing would happen to us. i know at the end of it, we would make up and be loving again. how great this assurance is! i hope everyone out there has something like this.

when it comes to family, i now am staying with an aunty which i was not ever that close to before this.. and yet, she treats me so well.. what i like to eat, she will find out and then she will cook... often if possible.. and she always cut fruits for me.. sometimes we jz talk about stuff.. its amazing the quantum of love she showers upon me given the history (neutral history)..

my brother has annoyed me to no end before.. he can really test my patience.. and its the same for me.. i can make him really upset too.. yet he still buy things for me and thinks of me... and me on the other hand will take him out for movies and drink with my friends or mice...

am not very sure of what i am trying to convey, but relationships are always full of all these.. the ups and downs.. but essentially the love for one another is always there.. and that love always helps to overcome the bad times of misscommunication and understanding.. or perhaps even the absence of the other...

and the part where we hurt the ones we love more then we hurt others.. i guess the logic is because we love the other person so much, and when ur angry u unconciously strike back to the same level of love, but with anger.. which should explain why we dun really hurt others whom with are not that close too with the same level of verocity.. but this is not a sound theory.. i can argue it away.. haha.. but for now, we'll go with it...